my prob

dah lame tak tulis blog...dan sesuatu yang membuatkn aku ingin menulis hari ini...kerana aku dah tkde orng yang bleh aku luahkan...dulu i have my roomate..my classmate to tell everything..now is not means they are gone..but they are far...and not suitable to tell all that thing...i have a problem..not very big but enough to make me feel uneasy..sometimes i thought maybe he is the one for me..but sometimes i i think his not...but i cant fall in love again with other guy like i did with him...kadang2 aku rasa mcm he not love me..but just nak jadi mcm lelaki yng brumur 23 yng ade awek...dia penah kate pelik kalo lelaki umur 23 tk ade awek..i dnt know what thats mean..bnyk kali bincng pasl kawen..tpi betul ke aku nak kawen ngan dia??betul ke dia nak kawen ngan aku???kadng2 dia lupe aku..bukn nak suruh ingt 24 jam...bile msg pon dia mcm tk lyn..kalo aku msg of course la..kot2 lusa baru nak jwb..so what thats mean??? tapi bila jumpe..he is totally different... perhubungan jarak jauh yang sbelum ni aku alami tak berjaya..mungkin jugak dengn yang ini...but when i think about he is not mr right guy..im very sad...i know i love him...but i am really bored with this relationship...i know..we must terima pasangan kita seadanya..maybe dia terima aku seadanya tapi aku tak..aku phm kerja dia..tpi tak tau kenapa aku ada perasaan cm ni...mula2 kami kawan..lagilah hambar..tapi its look ok bile aku jauh..tpi only for a few monts..but here..its happen again..so...its not easy to break a realtionship..so we just wait whats gonna happen tomorrow...("/)